Monday, October 30, 2006

16. The Ritual Spot

16. The Ritual Spot

On Friday, took off to the Ritual Spot as I do everyday.
All looked perfect...
Just a walk at the ritual place,
Where God was there before me,
Waiting for our daily walk...

We held hands and smiled,
He saw my questions.
My arguments.

He held me by the arm
Together we jumped a little rock, and we laughed
"Forgive me Father", He did not say why
"Father, your forgiveness I seek"

He looked and asked,
"Why would I forgive you?"
Because you failed?
Because of Temptation?
Or maybe because of anger and envy?

"All"; I said
He took a deep breath and … said
"Can not do much here"
Forgiveness is among you… within you…
For failure… forgive yourself
For temptation… forgiveness comes when it is over…
As for anger, rage and envy… Forgive it… then accept it…
When anger, jealousy an d envy find their way to your life… only love that you have felt ones, only that can bring the smile back to your face…